![]() Now I am not trying to be negative again, but I am talking about my fears that come with growing old. I believe that when you are older, you can do as you wish. I want to create a calm, gentle and loving environment - the environment I envied while growing up. I have a fear that when I grow older and have children I become the parent my father and mother used to be - the one thing I promised myself not to do. Instead, I worry that I might not be able to financially support myself and my future family. I wish I could say the same about myself but I can not. When you start growing you think of all the places you want to see, all the stuff you want to buy, etc. I guess those reasons affect me when I envision myself growing and creating a life of my own. I grew up surrounded by a family who did not really know how to respect one another, I grew up with parents that truly loved us but did not provide that calm environment a child needs, I grew up seeing the adults around me struggle financially, and not live the way they truly desire. I want to experience life but at the same time it is a point in my life I am afraid to get to. ![]() Growing up comes with fears.ĭon’t get me wrong, I want to grow up. Growing up is facing reality and accepting challenges. Growing up means no longer depending on someone to care for you. ![]() We are no longer that little kid running freely without a care in the world. Everyone wants to grow up, but there is a fear of growing up that worries me. ![]()
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